我的孩子：

   我的孩子：

你或許不認識我，我卻認識你的一切。詩 139:1
你坐下，你起來，我都曉得，詩139:2
我也深知你一切所行的;詩139:3
就是你的頭髮也都被數過了。太10:29-31
你是照著我的的形像所造的，創1:27
你生活、動作、存留，都在乎我，徒17:28
你也是我所生的。徒17:28
甚至在你尚未成形以先，我已曉得你，耶1:4-5
在創立世界之前，我已揀選了你。弗1:4

你不是個錯誤，你所有的年日都寫在我的冊上，詩139:15-16
我定準你的年歲和所住的疆界，徒17:26
你的受造，是極其奇妙可畏！詩139:14
我在你母腹中塑造你， 詩139:13
領你由母腹中出來。詩71:6
我被不認識我的人所誤傳，約8:41-44
我並非冷漠而憤怒的，乃是完全的愛。約壹4:16
我願在你身上揮霍我的愛，只因為你是我的孩子，我是你的父親。約壹3:1
我能給予你的，遠超過地上的父親所能給予你的，太 7:11
因為我是完全的父。太5:48

你所領受各樣美善的恩賜，都是從我來的，雅 1:17
因為我是你的供應者，我必供應你需的一切。太6:31-33
我向你所懷的意念是要叫你末後有指望，耶29:11
因為我以永遠的愛愛你。耶31:3
我向你的意念其數比海沙更多，詩139:17-18
我因你歡欣喜樂，番 3:17
我決不停止施恩與你，耶32:40
因你是我的珍貴的產業。出19:5
我全心全意栽培你於此地，耶32:41
我要將偉大奧秘的事指示你，耶 33:3
如果你一心一意尋找我，就必尋見。申4:29
以我為樂，我就把你心裡所求的賜給你，詩37:4
因為是我在你心裏動工，使你心裡能立志行事。 腓 2:13

我能為你成就一切，遠超過你所求所想的。弗 3:20
我是你最佳的鼓勵者，帖後2:16-17
也是在一切患難中安慰你的父親。林後1:3-4
你傷心的時候，我靠近你，Psalm 詩34:18
如同牧人懷抱羊羔，我懷抱你在我胸前，Isaiah 賽 40:11
有一天，我要擦去你一切的眼淚並帶走你在世上的一切苦楚。啟 21:3-4

我是你的父，我愛你如同我愛我的兒子―耶穌一樣，約17:23
因為在耶穌裡，就顯明我對你的愛，約 17:26
祂是神本體的真像，來 1:3
祂來是表明我要幫助你，不是敵對你，羅 8:31
並告訴你：我不追究你的過犯。林後5:18-19
耶穌受死，使你可與我和好，林後5:18-19
祂的死，是我愛你最極致的表達。約壹4:10
我為你捨棄了我所愛的一切，使我或許能得著你的愛。羅8:31-32
你若接受了這份禮物我的兒子耶穌，你就接受了我。約壹2:23
無論任何事都不能叫我的愛與你隔絕。羅8:38-39

回家吧！讓我為你預備一個天上所見過最大的宴席，路15:7
我一直是父親，也永遠是父親，弗 3:14-15

問題是...，你願意成為我的孩子嗎？約1:12-13
我在等著你。路15:11-32

愛你的爸爸
全能上帝

你怎么什么都没关系，不在意，没相关。怎么做得？
我很不服气，我看见那不公平，我看见那矛盾，我看见那自私，可是，我只能够把那一切的气往肚子里吞。快要爆炸了！！！！

什么啦，身在福中不知福吗你们？要求太大了，有工人了，就要好好珍惜，不要一直吩咐东，西的，不要那么矛盾号好吗？你的小孩多大了？还要宠。宠到连烂泥都不是，该死！！够了啦，口心是非，我真的很想扁你们。

Imagine~
At a beach alone....wind blow...hmm....so peace in my heart...

Friendship last long? Friend forever?

I never believe that friendship will last longer. It will end  fast when we stop communicate 0r keep in touch with others. It is harc to maintain the relationship between you and others. I do appreciated and blessed the time with anyone of my friends.During my early childhood education, nursery, i met some new friends, but now i totally forgot who are they, i just remember one or two of them. My primary school friends can said that is a lot, since that i was the prefect that time, many of them scare to near me because im too fierce. But i found a trust worthy friend, she is a karate girl, she is so good to me. Now i still keep in touch with most of them, they din't change so much, i still can recognise them. My secondary school friends is not so many because we are all in gang, but i knew many senior and junior friends since i joined Girl's brigade . The seniors were so kind to me, during school time before lesson start, i will find them for a talk. Hmm, now i almost forgot who are they. College friends also not so many , but it is okey for me .
Every new environment , i meet new friends, and forget old friends, it is usual because we are human being. Friend doesn't last long , but they will remain in my journey of life. Just live simply and be happy always ...

My life had changed

People might feel weird and worry about me because i seldom talk and seldom smile now. I even like to be alonoe sometime in College. Don't Know why...I just feel that i outdated, hard to catch up with others friends that around me. Maybe what they discuss now only for their group performance and etc which i do not have a chance to talk and give an opinion ...Hmm, sometime is better keep silence and listen. Although they don't know, as usual, they will always invite me out for tea or "yum cha". But i think there is no any meaning for me if i just listen what they talk only. It feel  that im useless there.So, i always decide to say No to them.Maybe this can't or hard to turn back to last time. This is my problem, because i feel hard to communicate with them. Hmm, someone might say me always so pessimistic, think negatively...But i don't think so, maybe i just a different type of people compare to them. Mute always pop up in my mind when i can't continue what they say. Get used to it.

I will try to find others people that more suitable to talk with me now, although the conversation is blank, but it is better then hard to communicate. I will always find something to do to avoid Boredom. I really feel thankful and appreciated some of my friends, they brought me to jog and etc, made me tired and stop thinking nonsense. Jogging is good for health,since long time i din't jog, so it is hard to jog a long distance. Thanks for their patient who accompany me all the way.

Give me some time to turn all things become normal again. Friends become usual and etc. I felt sorry to my friends that i always disturb them this few days. Without them , I still emo here.

About my 2nd years study, i felt tired and sometime feel interesting for what i had learn. Japanese is the most interesting subject for me, this is the 1st foreign language I am learning from zero. Commercial Law in Malaysia is quite boring but i like to study the cases of the Law, so many interesting stories that i can learn from it. Basic Management principal is the subject that almost similar with the pervious subject that i learn before, I still no yet to start doing revision for it. English for business is hard , especially for the assignment, so many parts we need to do and combine to form a report. Human Resource Management is still Okey for me, but i feel a bit bored in the class.

Hmm, all my secondary classmates went back to Sandakan, I miss them so much but i don't have a chance to meet them. I got five days holidays but i still don't know how to use it , I hope i have a good health, don't always sick or stomach ache .Live with no heart is good or bad? I still thinking about it. I feel happy that my friend finally can overcome it. I have no worry now.

A friend's leg got injured ,pray that he can recover soon,i miss vanessa suddenly, i hope she can meet some new friends in a new class. Gambatte Vanessa, we still can out to "yum cha" if got right time, i won't forgot you, and ur little dolphin still in my hand, i hope can pass it to you soon.

有意义

你留下了什么……
生命多少用时间计算，生命价值用贡献计算。

为自己和对方留一点余地
无论你怎么发怒，都不要做出任何无法挽回的事来。

骄傲使一个人停止学习
智慧人喜欢学习，可是愚味者却喜欢教导。

从各种角度去学习
我还没有遇到一个无知道我不能从他身上学到任何东西的人。

确立一个清楚的目标
没有一定的目标，智慧会哀失：
哪儿都是目标，也就是根本没目标。

努力实行自己说过的话
别人不是以我们说了什么，而是以我们做了什么来衡量我们

走对的路也当走完路
跑应跑的路已经不容易，跑道尽头则更难。

世界闷闷的，可以做什么呢？啊哈哈……