神的道路

神的道路高過人的道路，神的意念高過人的意念，
祂的心裡有藍圖，祂的時間不錯誤，一步一步帶領你前途。
祂立大地的根基，祂讓雲彩空中漂浮，
是祂創造生命氣息，是祂應許照顧賜福，
神造萬物各按其時，耐心等待必要歡呼，
啊！……耐心等待要歡呼。


Nice Song XD

Topic: Love one another

Do not misunderstand this sentence of “loving one another” Haha, loving is just like caring. Look around, Is there someone needs our help? Search around, there is many people needs our presence.

WHAT am I going to share about is, Care for one another . Start on this new semester, Year 2 Sem 1, I want to care for my friends, not more, but some of them. Firstly, I should know what are their personal characteristics .

Let start from the 1^st alphabet (ascending order) according to the name list:

1.     1.  Brandon bostner : I think he is the tallest guy in our gang. Haha, He also will emo sometime. So, if we see him, what we need to do?

2.     2.  Carry: For me, is it hard to read his mind sometime , but when he emo, only one action he will do, he just sleep XD? Right? I guess only…What we can do when carry emo?give him some chocolate XD

3.     3 . Chow yee2: This is the most pretty girl in our gang, she always smile, u seem like never see her emo…Lolx, but I know when the time she bad mood…what can we do? Buy spongebob to her or doraemon?The answer is buy korean drama to her XD

4.      4. Cynthia: She will always busy for her stuffs, help her father do this and that. Does anyone see her emo before? Lets check it out XD

5.       5.Goh Yen Kang: Our super star , Teh Kang and also called Emo King XD, nobody can read his mind? Mystery ?  Haha, what he will do when he emo? EAT alone, Sit alone at the back in the class…What can we help? GO to make him happy XD, with wedding dress song XD

6.       6.Heng Jia yuh @ Vincent: This brother may stress out from his responsibility for the orientation…What we can do to make him smile always? Haha, do you see him serious before? Yes, he is serious when study…

7.      7. Michael : This brother like to sing and he kinda famous XD. Haha, Do you see him serious in singing? Yes, I do, He really in his own word when he sing XD..cool~~, we should take care of him because he is always get sick, not selsema then sore throat or cough .

8.       8.Tan Shuk Ling : She is the one who hard to communicate with us…Do you think that? But she is so kind and kinda funny too. When she emo everyone will know because she will scold people XD…Just kidding, She can replace my place “ emo queen”. What can we do if we see her emo? Haha,,the answer is make her laugh XD

9.       9.Vanessa : The most quite girl in our gang. Hard to read her mind also, sometime will very emo and sometime will very playful..How? XD

10. 10.  Wilson, this brother have a funny nick name, he is so famous in our gang, until we can laugh of it for more than few hours. Hmm, do you think Wilson will emo also? Let us find it out =)

There is more people I need to care about, erm… keke…will let you all know the rest of my friends next time XD

 Peace ^^ be with you

P/S, for your information, i just knew that our classmate Gerald injured when he felt down because of raining day at damai , he hand is injured and get "jarum", God bless him, he is in recovering time.So , friends, walk carefully during raining day. Take good care 

I cant be EMO anymore...Please, Change me XD
But sometime i just weak for that...
Uhh... it seem time flies...Need to back to kk again... I miss my family ...
This sems break I din go anyway, most of the time just stay at home...
No choice, flu always come to visit me, whether at the morning or night...Haha, guess what...Everday i sure eat medicine...If not for flu then is for gastric...Eat too much will also cause gastric.
It seem some of the problems solved , but others not yet ...I feel glad and happy that the problem that i so worry for solved at the earliest time, if not it will become worse..Second problem is hard a bit, but since the person dont want to make it so complicated , then i just made it simple...Haha, still got many problems haven solve but i hope i can manage it well.

I have a few friends having exam these few days, i hope they can do well in their exam ^^
I dont want to back to the jail(kk home)...it suffer, nothing to eat ><...gosh... i only know how to eat..
Haha,ate medicine for flu just now><...lolx
I cant meet the special person(teacher) today, i think i wont meet her this holidays, because she just pregnant , i do not want to disturb her...XD...hope she well XD

Done

Finally i done all...what a relaxing time for me now, XD

Almost !!

Almost finish all...But still left some ...Haha, tell me which one you like XD

Haiz

Actually this is no an emo picture...I took at my grandma house..Sit on the stair ,looking on the surrounding. I wonder how and someday, i dont have a chance to sit at there again, watching the fishes in the aquarium , grasses, and those orchids planted by my grandma...a blue sky..quiet moment...birds singing.I will very miss the day the moment, the happiness. I doesn't know it will come so fast. SOmeday, this place will disappear. Where can we gather together next time,=(...

I love this place so much, this is my old house...><

My friends are too care about me , i started worry worry is it this is the way I make people pay attention to me..Sorry for that. I do not mean it>< You are are so good for me, this is my first time experience it...

Hmm, this picture look sad><, Now i only notice it.Maybe i really sad now. But something will forever buried in my heart, no one will know it...Haha XD because it doesn't a need to let people know, except God know...

My friends all are funny, their blog contain my name, i do not know want to feel proud or happy or shock about it, Anyways, take care..

I suddenly miss my brothers and cousin staying at outstation..Huhu,do take care and i really hope this come May, when I go back to Sandakan Again,I can meet my brothers..Almost 9 months din't meet them...Haha, although they always make me cry when I was young, But their are still my lovely brothers ^^

Im BACK~

Since few days dint update my blog, anyone miss me or not??Am ok here, so no worry ya XD

Although this few days always stomach ache or gastric, but no worry, im still survive here…

Yesterday , had a small gathering with my secondary classmate..Haha, We went to ice café..Since I never try the Cappucino ,then I had ordered for it…In conclusion, hehe, taste no good…=S, Afterthat, we went  to City club, play pool XD..this is my second time play it XD, haha …it is better than bowling so much more =D…

I am rushing for my handicraft, still got many need to finish, but now I have no enough materials, I planned to buy it today but not manage to make it because all the shop close at 12pm today, uhh…so sad…I don’t know can finish on time anot, Now I just made 8 of it…Haha, I counted how many friends I have..Wow, is too many…lets count. Cell group member got (francis,lucas, grace,Stephanie,Florence, jade,khin en, Elaine and michelle)…Wow 9 of them… My brothers (carry, Vincent, Wilson, Michael, Ah Kang, Brandon, Xing2) 7 of them, sisters( shuk ling, shirlyn, Vanessa, yee2 and Cynthia) 5 of them.Plus one of my senior…all together , I need to make 22 of them…oh no, I lack of time , sorry for those who din receive it at 1^st time, I will make it next time T.T…Now I only made 8 … I still need to buy gold n blue ><…Nvm…XD, I still got time for it.

Happy Easter Everyone !!!^^ get your own egg already? Have your new life !!!=)

OKey~….gotta to stop here, because nothing to write about …XD

------------------------------------<<<<< Me!!!

Hmm

this is what i made for yesterday and today ...Haha, dun know ok anot==, huhu

空谈

最近太得空了，想找点东西做啊，可惜不够材料，哈哈，有做不成了。

很想去找师傅，但是我怕她忙，找到了，也不知该说什么，哈哈

很想去找补习老师，可是，怕去到了，只有听她说==

很想找个人来陪，但找谁好？

呆在家，睡了又睡，越睡越糊涂

想出去买东西，但又好像不想去，其实那并不远，可能一个人太闷了吧，出去驾车也好，不驾也好，会很快到的咯。

呆在家，好像病了一样，没事做，吃冰淇淋，哈哈，多好吃，明知不能吃，吃了就去厕所吧，没办法，哈哈

眼睛好像熊猫咯。太可笑了><

不知道有没有人会想念我呢，哈哈，太自恋了，谁会想着我呢，大家都有自己的事忙，没有时间去想，何况我又不是什么宝贝，啊哈哈……想我又没有金拿

那我又在想谁呢？哈哈，想谁啦？睡觉有啦，哈哈。我都再想大家，要多喝水，多保重，盼望大家都好好的。XD

我妈说，如果要找男朋友的话，最好是不要找学校的，啊哈哈，学校是学习的地方，若有的话，就该等到毕业了，工作了才谈，在学校的朋友，就做最好最好的朋友吧，这样就没有尴尬了，没有误会了。哈哈，超对的！哈哈

朋友有事了，我希望我能帮上，哈哈，可是，有心没力，自己也帮不了自己，大概也帮不了别人。

受难节又到了，good Friday=受难节

大家都认为goodfriday 是好的星期五吧。

那时多么纪念的日子，记念主耶稣如何为我们而定在十架上，流出宝血，洗净我们的污秽，将我们的生命赎回，那钉痕的手，医治我们。祂的爱永不变,<3

How how how

Tell me how friends, i do not know how to do...I feel nervous and confuse now, this is the disadvantage for having secrets that others dont know T.T...
How to solve it , my mind is blank now...Can i go back to the past and stop it ><, I wish to be
Lord, how to solve it, i need your help ...

I would like to help, but now it is too hard to turn back to the past...
How to make things to become normal again, how to make them not to hurt each another...COMPLICATED...
ergh...what's the problem=.=

Anyone know what  am i trying  to talk about? Haiz...If you simply put the fuse in the lamp... As the result , it will spoil all...

Friends, i hope you wont misunderstand about the love and like, both of them are totally different..Sometime you might get the wrong feeling about that. People treat you good doesn't mean they got feel on you, it just a simple caring. Do not misunderstand about it...

Gosh, what am i talking about, haha, fine ...it just a sudden feel or thinking about that...please forgive me XD

The quiet time

Hmm, I like to think especially at a quiet moment, it can made me think many or thousand of things.

I would like to share my thinking here, it sound bored but I like to do so, so if next time, I mean in future, anything happen on me, whether I get memory lose or what, this blog can help me to flash back about my life…It worth to write it down from the beginning until the end of my life.

Let’s come to my Small small World

Sometime I just wonder why my life has been so complicated for me to live. Since I was born, I learn how to cry only, haha…this is life cycle. When I was small, I am so wish to be grow up faster, so that I can work, earn money for buying and shopping. When I growth older, I just realize that that is not any easy life. Anything need to be rush, anything need to be care.

Family

Family is the most important assets for me, I think, it is because without them I have no today XD,I miss my relative, I still remember that when I was small , we went to the beach XD, play sand… we went for vacation in whole families, grandma & grandpa, uncles , aunties, cousins…We stayed at Aunty Ling House, Ranau…Haha, watch tv , play cards…But I like to read comics- Doraemon , there is many of Doraemon comic books in my cousin sis bedroom XD.  We went to see cows pass by the house , actually that is just cows, nothing special XD..I really miss the moment, the moment we can gathered together. I can saw the Mount Kinabalu early in the morning when I woke up. The fresh air and quiet sky made me feel peaceful. Ahaha,that time got many mosquitoes too, I hate it…There was be long time ago… I hope that we can gather again in a same place XD…Time past, everything will change include the people surround me, some of them were pass away recently…I wonder why , this is life cycle..God’s wills, He fixed anything. I just hope that the time not pass to fast, there is many things I haven pay back to them, especially their kind and generous. God bless them. Amen.

I hope I can succeed ,so that I can change my fate, I hope that everyone is healthy now, happy always. I want to see my brothers success in their life, my younger brother has a bright future. ^^

Friends

Friend is the second important assets in my life, without them , my life is dull. I will remember everyone that pass by in my life. No matter is enemy or what. Enemy can make me growth stronger and wiser. Do you think that? Some of them would like to just take advantage from you, and some of them just see whatever status you from, poor or rich is the most important topic from them.For me, I doesn’t care who you are, u are rich or you are poor, because you are the special one, money cant buy friendship, ahaha XD, I know it…if you really want to be my friends,just trust and believe.I know that I cant care all about you, sometime I will forget this friend or that friend,so sorry about that…I know that I am selfish sometime, hot temper sometime…I din mean it, but I get use to it…really sorry..

 How do you think about me, friends? Am I good enough for you?Am I the one can make you secure and trust?I think that I m not the perfect one, I am not good enough to be your friend.Hmm, you might feel that sometime you are being ignore by me, that is not your false, is my false.I do so because I feel something not right about you, maybe you are the one who like to take advantage from me , or maybe you never care about my feeling. Sometime you can see I emo~ing, that is not your false, I just want to have some place for myself to think wisely.Some of my friend will concern about me, they ask how are you or are you ok, Haha, you know, I don’t like to heard that, not because I don’t like,it is because I feel hard to answer those simple question.haha, thanks for yours concern…actually I am very touched. If next time you see me emo, just let me emo a while, I will be ok after that …

I would like to be your ears if you want to  have someone to listen your story, I would like to be your hands if you need my helps, I would like to be your companion if you need someone to accompany…This is what I can do for my friends. I try to make my friends trust me…XD

I know that many of my friends need helps, they just like me, face the same problem,need someone to talk to, need someone to share to..am I ready to be the one who willing to help them?

I sure that there is rumour outside that all about me, there must be a bad news, I know that im not a perfect person, maybe they don’t like me, stereotyping or projection…I will not care about that, because I already know it…I just a small small human in this world, I will not care how they judge me, how they look me…I just want to be myself, seriously…

Na=.=, nevermind… I am nobody, just let it be…

About the love story,

I have many secrets about that, not from me, I had collected from anywhere especially from my friends..It looks funny and kinda sweet about that but I wont share it out until i meet a suitable time.

Love start with a feel..Let change feel into fuse…Any lamp need fuse, the light will light up if you refill the fuse…It will shine very bright, WOW, wonderful XD, but when the fuse suddenly break down…there is no fuse anymore.

Now a day , you must have fuse in your heart …

My Small small world doesn’t end with no meaning and no happiness..Although I am still single…but I will not be so lonely, I met a gang of friends who make my life  colourful…There are many brothers and sisters…I would like to take this opportunity to say thank you ^^, you all are care about me, we just like a big family.

To one of my friend, you are right, I found where I am belong to..thanks for advise and support.

命运

命运

命运是那注定了的，

它分为好几种：财运，桃花运，学业运，等等，等等

有些运可以改变的，有些运就算你很努力很努力地去改变也改变不了

我呀，败给命运了，我不再奋斗什么，命运就是命运，就算我坐着不动，那命运也会围绕着我。好的我当然要，但遍遍是坏的。

就好像那天，明明就是没做些什么，只是开口叫了菜，就等菜到。谁知，爸妈的菜已到了，吃完了，我的菜还没有到== ……不是第一次了，而是好几次了。

叫我如何不认命，叫我如何去改变？？？

保龄球进沟渠，咳，可别再叫我玩保龄球了，我投降！！！

那命运，改变不了。

My belated bday present from lovely neighbour XD

Another bobo XD new bobo XD

My old bobo XD

Photo Shooting XD

What can i do XD, holiday is too fun... XD

Took pictures with my little cute niece and friends XD

hehe XD

家的第一天

原本以为回到家什么忧烦都会消失，哪里知道，原来家发生很多的事，那并不是好事，二是坏事。这，让我喘不过气来> <,家家有本难念的经，你的家有比我家更难念的经吗？哈哈……

第一个大件事，

家后面的Store房里，出现白蚂蚁了，好可怕哦，不知该如何好，妈妈怕白蚂蚁会爬到我们的屋子里，啊！！！！！出事了，虽然隔壁邻居是做那行的，但他说，要找到它的窝才能采取行动。死定啦……我好担心哦，睡不着了，只能祷告了。

第二件事，

我的大姨婆上个星期四，跌伤了头，可是没有通知我们，却呆在医院好几天了，回到家后才告诉我外婆，担心死我们了。

Sems 3 last day at KK

Haha, i went to buy a present to my lovely neighbour at city mall , accompanied by Yee2..
Afternoon , we went to play badminton together with buddies XD,
Thank you, ah Kang for taught me how to use those technic XD
This time badminton gang got Yee2, ah Ten, Hue Nee, Carry , Michael , ah Heng , Ah Kang, Xing2, Ah Tham, Brandon XD, very large gang =)

It is good to meet more friends, make more friends ,so that our life wont so bored =)

at night time, we planned to watch Gui Ye Xiao, who know it is out of tickets.. so, we gotta go for our Plan B, we went to play bowling... So Sad, I score nothing at the end... I wont go to play anymore, I think so...

We went to Lido, supper XD, until 12.30am

I went home , and couldn't fall to sleep , maybe i had drank the Kopi Bing...
Plus I felt a bit unwell...until now,hAha

Bye bye KK^^

Steamboat + KaRaBuNAi ... WuHooo!!!

On 11.04.2011,
After we finish exam, we were have a steamboat at lintas XD, 7.30pm,
I dint ate much because i not so like to eat =(, never mind, watch people eat also ok one XD
Thanks for Carry , he solve my whole night transportaton problem XD...
Haha, After steamboat, they suddenly said go to watch movie , It is fun to watch RIO XD, kindda funny , i would like to watch it 2nd time is still have chance...This time, go to watch alone i think also no problem , Because it not a sad story...Wilson cant join us because he need to study for his ITS exam...Wasted > < ..Hmm, about Gerald, we dont know he will also follow us to watch movie , uhh..how to say...

Movie time got ( Ah Heng, Ah Kang, Carry, Yee2,Xing2,Joshua and Me)

Bowling time got ( Michael, Vanessa, Shuk LIng, cYnthia, Cyn'bf,ah Ten)

It is fun to have a picnic with friends...


On 12.04.2011,
Early in the morning we gathered at Yee2 house before we go to Karabunai , Haha 
About the one day outing, i really so happy, 1st time go to beach catch fish with cup...I hope to catch one but failed XD, Nevermind , next time must get it


Having a photo shoot , all became models, the handsome & beauty in the world ..XD

nice background right?? haha... I like it

Haha, try to catch fish ?? Nothing is impossible , next time must catch one XD






Haha, im acting crazy only, but why they also follow ?? XD

There is too many photos ,  i just upload some 

HEy Hey Yo YO

Last Friday which is on 08.04.2011

During cell meeting , Yee2 suddenly called me but i dint realize it... So, ah Heng turns to call Wilson,but Wilson also dint pick up his phone...Haha, but at last we managed to went out.. We went to Mas Airport-MCD =.= , 1st time nothing to do until go to Mcd ..Haha XD

Ah Heng, Ah Kang, Michael, Yee2, Wilson , Xing2

Haha, we suppose to do revision at home for monday OB exam... Really Funny and professional - Steady

Aiks , dont know why that day wear same colour clothes with Wilson...Aiyo..Keep on saying by people =.=...







On the next day 09.04.2011

At night 8pm+

We, ( ah Kang, Ah Heng, Brandon , Yee2, Michael and Me) went to city mall buy snacks for the coming picnic at Karabunai...It cost alot , XD, but is ok =) We went to Yee2 house and drop all the goodies at Yee2 house before proceed to 2nd round XD
After that , we went to karamunsing Capital to have a drink or supper

Another Group Photo at Yee2 House XD

喜欢静静的原因

其实啊，我并不喜欢孤单，并不喜欢不说活，并不喜欢不参与其他人。

我的朋友都说我很EMO,因为很喜欢diam diam在那边。

有时候，当朋友都hihihaha的时候，我会突然间静下来。然后就看着他们，看着他们如何笑，观察他们的眼神，他们是否真真的快乐呢，哈哈，我该如何学他们的笑？

所以呀，不要怪我哦，也不用特别关心我，我ok的^^

阿康很可怜哦，每一次都给人说我们两个是couple，不要介意吧。其实阿康很好呀，好像我哥哥一样，ah Heng 也一样的可爱，好像大哥一样。我们都好像一家人一样，快快乐乐的，不分彼此。

我一个人静静的原因

我可以想很多过去的回忆，想着我活着的快乐，后悔了什么，失去了什么，放弃了什么，得到了什么……

我在想想上帝给我的恩典，到底有多少，我算了又算，这太多了，快要装不下^^

我在听听那心深处的我，我快乐吗？我记得的回忆是不快乐多过快乐，还是快乐多过不快乐。

来，静静地，听听那海浪声，一波又一泼，洒在我心。生命就像海浪声，听起来虽然很复杂，以为海浪不停地泼，但听久一点又觉得悦耳。生命虽然是充满着问题，痛苦，困难，但当我们很努力很努力的面对后，回头看看，原来那是一种的过程，那是一种的试验。

Something memorables that i haven been lefted

On 10th March 2011,

Me and my friends, Ah kang, Joshua, Ah Heng, Wilson, Cynthia and Carry were went to Michael's Hostel and gave a birthday surprise to him. Ahaha, He was so shock and excited ,hard to describe his feel since im not Michael. After the surprise, we went to  Paul Cafe .^^ Olala

SEMS 3 is over XD

又结束了，第三学期又圆满了。 哈哈，好快呀！！
想回刚刚才想着又开始第三学期了，多闷哦！要快点回家……现在，又说快回家了。多么想念家，想念那间充满很多很多回忆的老家。那老家会跟老了吗？好想念小时后我和我亲戚相聚的老家，充满那很快乐的老家。
但是，昨天妈打电话来，她说那老家要拆了，地主把那地给卖了，但不知道是几时啦，这肯定要搬了。那时真的吗？我接受不了那事实，要哭了，要哭了><,相信外公外婆也不舍得吧，那时我妈妈长大的地方，我长大的地方。我这次回去还看得到那间老家，那以后的日子呢？咳~

昨天有一个人信息我说我可以给他爱情的幸福吗？就是因为我不太认识他，也不了解他，我会打了一句很残忍的话，说：谈爱情，伤感情，我从来都没想过。哈哈，好绝情吧？也许……
是很难找到一个你喜欢和对方也喜欢的人。

其实我也不想天天不快乐的，只是呆在姑姑的家不快乐，不习惯他们的生活方式，也许他们太有了，习惯了那有的生活。有时一个人静静的，但突然间就被人吵醒，尤其是在半夜时被门吵醒。这是为什么我会抖的关系吧。

我会很想念很想念tracy哦，她不在了，再也没有笑声了，没有人陪我看电视了，没有人陪我看电影了，没有人跟我谈天谈到半夜。不懂她现在如何了，希望她好好地。

这个学期，我都好像变野了，破了纪录，半夜才回家。哈哈，也好吧，年轻不玩，没有的玩咯^^

EMO~ing

let's have a look for it ><

UHh...aiz, just post for fun...

MY best of best friend just broken up  with his girl friend but i cant do anything >< , Hope he can get well soon and be happy always =)

This time really Chut Su

Someone call me through the phone, ask me , He want to has a date with him...gosh ><, i dont even know him seen we knew each other through FACEBOOK... Tell me what to do, what to DO!!! ARGH!!!, Nevermind, just tell him im not free, busy, exam or back to hometown already XD... Not the first time ...I hate iT so MUCH!!!

Weekend before exam

1st time hang out with my fellow brothers Loh, Kenny, Fang Ger and 2P (Pamela n Priscilla) went to Suria Sabah at 7pm , watch movie "Rango"...Haha although we all were late, but still enable to enjoy watching the movie.. Oh no, i dont believe I still got time for it XD

Beside, Yee2 , ah heng , wilson and ah Kang go to SEE Fish Leong at 1borneo XD,Haha, 1st time separate with my gang XD...

After movie, we go to UpperStar XD, I ate chicken burger XD, full until cant sleep...

As a report, This few days my aunt n uncle seldom eat dinner at house ><, EGG and SAUSAGE became my   daily supply ==, I dont want eat it anymore ...Tonight is the same, but I ask the maid to cook Prawn XD, Ahaha